Growing some more

Oh, I want to say what I am feeling right now, I want to write something that will show what I'm thinking, but it's just not coming out. All I can do is wait and see and not rush things. When it's time to act and make a decision I will. But until then, I have to be content with what I have. I find myself restless and looking for change. I wish I would have more courage and be more assertive.