Being back

It's odd being back.

I don't really like this phase of my being back.

I'm not where I want to be, I'm not doing what I want to be doing, and I'm not immersed in a community that has the lifestyle that I want for myself.

I know what I'll be doing next month, and the month after, and the 8 months after that, so I don't feel hopeless or depressed about my future or prospects, it's just the current situation.

It's easy to get down and lost.

I'm trying to keep busy, and find things that I can do here... but still.

It's hard to go from the life I had in Korea, to the current life here.

To start all over again...