Monday, August 13, 2007

Homesick

Well, today has had to be the lowest point in my whole time being here. There's nothing wrong really, but I'm just feeling so homesick. I want to be with my family, my friends, hear familiar voices and take part in the familiar activities. I guess it didn't help that I found some songs online by total accident. I stumbled onto this song that I used to love when I was really little and remember I used to listen to it and dance in the living room: Dan Spatarul "Drumurile Noastre", oh and so many others that I remember... Compact, Mihai Constantinescu, Stefan Hrusca, Mirabela Dauer, Angela Similea, Ilie Micolov, Catalin Crisan, Madalina Manole, Laura Stoica, Gabriel Cotabita, Ducu Bertzi, Loredana Groza. These are just some I found and remembered, but I'm sure there's more. Oh, what a wonderful childhood I had. I see pictures from life back home and miss so many of the small mundane things that happen there. I miss having my dad's BBQ and eating my mum's awesome salads. I miss talking to them, or arguing with them, I miss the familiar smell of the house, the sound of the highway in the back yard, the sunny weekends spent lounging around the house. Anyways, it's been 6 months already, so what's another 6 months :). Tomorrow is another day and I'm sure I'll be in a happier mood.

Love you all and miss you so much.

2 comments:

Monica said...

Capul sus Dana. E adevarat ca cantecele alea sunt faine, mai ales 'Drumurile Noastre', dar ce sa-i faci? S-au schimbat timpurile - si aici, in Toronto, dar si in Romania. Stii la ce ma refer - ceea ce am lasat in urma nu este acelasi lucru care l-ai gasi azi daca te-ai duce inapoi. Daca ti-e dor de lucrurile sau persoanele cunoscute, de ce nu o suni pe bunica, pe Angela sau pe mine? :-D Eu din pacate nu am cartela de telefon si numarul tau aici, ca sa te sun eu, dar daca vrei si poti tu, suna-ma oricand. Sper sa te simti mai bine in curand. Te pup cu drag!

d.a.n. said...

Cri, Cri, Cri, Toamna gri,
Tare-s mic si prapadit!

Hei, fiecare are ups si downs. Ia-ti o carte, dute-n parc, iat-i o prietena sau un prieten la o cafea sau pur si simplu asculta din nou melodiile preferate si plangi. Iti va face bine! Te vei scula, vei zambi, si-ti vei zice "stupid of me".

Kisses from everibody who loves you (with or without barbeques, salads or mush patetos)

Your's as allways ...